Legal Eagles

Okay Monday, we'll start this hell together.

So I am actually in class at the moment - our teacher is marking assignments and I honestly have nothing better to do.
I lied, I could probably study but I am not. I don't have any more legal studies assessment however, and I am absolutely astonished that this site isn't blocked. The bell just rang. I'll post more later. I have accounting now and I have a lot to do there.

Okay so I'm at home now and wondering just how behind America actually is because it says I posted today's blog sometime yesterday when it is in fact, late Monday afternoon.

Today went alarmingly quick. You see, today was our last school day before our block exam weeks. They make it sound like you have all this extra time, when really I have eight solid days of multiple exams (each at least 2 hours!!). So I have tomorrow off, but so does everybody. I will need to study my little butt off.

School for me is more than depressing. It is depressing in a sense that even though I would have to consider myself a person of more than reasonable intelligence, my lack of interest in any of my subjects means I have the grades you might expect from a retarded strumpet. I originally had planned to do subjects I am actually interested in but then for some unknown reason though it would be best to do subjects I hated because I would get a better O.P. Whoever lead me to believe such information clearly lied.

The only subject I don't hate is English. I love English, I get A's for English. I only want to be a writer. I used to want to be a dentist and elected Chemistry because it is a prerequisite. Now I realise I just want to be a writer and that I could have done art and drama and music and french instead of chemistry, accounting, legal studies...modern history. I also would have done Maths A instead of Maths B. Who needs to learn anti-derivatives and logarithms when you could simply learn how to tie your shoes and count to 50?

My life is honestly mostly regrets. I regret every decision of high school so far but I'm trying to see past it. Into that wonderful wide world out there where I don't care if even my friends think they have superior intelligence to me because in that world, no one gives a rats ass about what O.P. you got or if you had a cum laude.

I call it the bigger picture - I just wish I was a better photographer.

Love Lucy.